Episode 8 - Double HOH and I'm still a loser

[nikki G~*]

1. How do you feel about Natalie's eviction?
Thrilled, goodbye Loud Mouth Cunt! She was such a double faced ho-bag, I'm glad her ass is grass.

2. How do you feel about Charlie being HoH? Do you feel safe?
I'm not sure how I feel about Charlie being HOH, like I like him and he likes me and that's a for sure thing but he is SUCH a wild-card, like I never expected him to win again. I don't know, I'm thinking I'm safe but I wouldn't be surprised otherwise.

3. Do you think you can influence the noms, and if so, who do you want up?
I want Jen and John Tardo up, but I don't think I can influence the noms, I doubt Jen would be up.

4. Who do you expect to see nominated?
John James and someone.

[nikki G~*]

Sooooo, last week loud mouth cunt-faced ho' bag Natalie went home, and thank Gawd, I am not sure how much more I could have standed her fakeness and stupidity. Because trust me if there's one thing that bitch was was fake and stupid. Anyways now without her, this week was supposed to be easy, but then Charlie won HOH. I like Charlie, he is cool, and I'm confident he likes me back, buuuuut with so few people and the fact he is borderline inactive so he is never around we haven't talked too much and according to Bri, I might be in trouble. Here's to hoping I'm not and Bri is just being a turd.

On other news, John Tardo reaches a new level of annoyance. Last night he talked to me and went all depresso expresso on my ass and said "Jen just said something that made me sad" being the super nice and caring individual I am [or intend to be, either way] I asked him what was up and he is like "It's really personal" clearly WANTING me to ask him more and console him, maybe a lil' D&S buuuut I instead did the opposite and ignored him. I refuse to beg him to tell me about his life, I don't give a fuck, if he wants to tell me cool, I'm done insisting and acting like I care. I'm at the halfway point for Gawd's sake.

Anyways um, I told Charlie to nominate him and Jen, but he said no to Jen even though duh I would rather get rid of John Tardo. Bri says it was JJ and either me or Rachel, so I also maybe sort of threw my tequila loving girl under the bus. I am sure even if I'm up I'm safe buuut, you know, why risk it?[/color]

[nikki G~*]

Conversation 1 - Day 40
Nikki & Sophie


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queenmorriganx (12:57:49 PM): hi
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I am dying of boredom plz save me 11m ago Comment
queenmorriganx (1:15:41 PM): whore
that1nikki (1:15:43 PM): slut
queenmorriganx (1:15:47 PM): duh
queenmorriganx (1:15:55 PM): im fucking bored in class
queenmorriganx (1:15:56 PM): -_-
queenmorriganx (1:16:01 PM): im on meebo since we got pcs
queenmorriganx (1:16:02 PM): h
that1nikki (1:16:36 PM): i have class in 30 mins
queenmorriganx (1:16:40 PM): eek
queenmorriganx (1:16:42 PM): what class
that1nikki (1:16:49 PM): small business management
queenmorriganx (1:17:00 PM): did u get good grades so far
queenmorriganx (1:17:01 PM):
that1nikki (1:17:14 PM): yeah buddy
queenmorriganx (1:17:21 PM): alol buddy
queenmorriganx (1:17:29 PM): all As?
queenmorriganx (1:17:31 PM): h
that1nikki (1:17:34 PM): nooo its the way you say it, like gangsta
that1nikki (1:17:40 PM): nah, mostly b's
queenmorriganx (1:17:48 PM): B is good <3
queenmorriganx (1:17:53 PM): me so proud ^_^
queenmorriganx (1:18:06 PM): lol i checked warzone last night and cunty was nominated.
that1nikki (1:18:07 PM): alol <3
queenmorriganx (1:18:11 PM): he won veto tho <3
that1nikki (1:18:16 PM): omg he is gonna die
queenmorriganx (1:18:22 PM): he won the veto <3
queenmorriganx (1:18:24 PM): h
that1nikki (1:18:24 PM): btw did you talk to charlie?
queenmorriganx (1:18:27 PM): um.
queenmorriganx (1:18:29 PM): no
queenmorriganx (1:18:30 PM): why
queenmorriganx (1:18:32 PM): am i going up
queenmorriganx (1:18:42 PM): i PMed him
that1nikki (1:19:06 PM): he doesnt who whom to put up, he wants suggestions
queenmorriganx (1:19:19 PM): orly
queenmorriganx (1:19:33 PM): i think
queenmorriganx (1:19:43 PM): its one ofus 4(including rachel going up)
queenmorriganx (1:19:52 PM): because hes not putting up Jen for sure.
that1nikki (1:20:02 PM): oh yeah, he isnt
queenmorriganx (1:20:08 PM): and i dont think he will put up JJ.
that1nikki (1:20:12 PM): but i still said she was theperfect pawn and i wantd john tard out
queenmorriganx (1:20:24 PM): I dont think JJ will go up
queenmorriganx (1:20:26 PM): from my point of view.
queenmorriganx (1:20:35 PM): Charlie = not really a floater or dumb.
that1nikki (1:20:41 PM): ik
that1nikki (1:20:47 PM): but if we all say john james... maybe?
queenmorriganx (1:21:00 PM): yeah.
that1nikki (1:21:06 PM): like he knows he cant play next week and his only ally [jen] sucks ass
queenmorriganx (1:21:11 PM): I didnt suggest names.
queenmorriganx (1:21:18 PM): so maybe I should suggest names.
queenmorriganx (1:21:21 PM): h
that1nikki (1:21:26 PM): if you want, i did
queenmorriganx (1:21:33 PM): i wanna be the nomination queen
queenmorriganx (1:21:37 PM): as in never being nommed <3
that1nikki (1:21:52 PM): alol good luck with that
queenmorriganx (1:21:55 PM): why
queenmorriganx (1:21:57 PM): D=
queenmorriganx (1:22:01 PM): I can do it h
that1nikki (1:22:02 PM): i feel its you or rachel
that1nikki (1:22:05 PM): and john james
queenmorriganx (1:22:10 PM): ROACH"_
that1nikki (1:22:14 PM): cause theres noooo way he will be sgtupid and put me up, since i suck
queenmorriganx (1:22:31 PM): are you tight with him
queenmorriganx (1:22:32 PM):
that1nikki (1:22:44 PM): not really, we get along
queenmorriganx (1:22:49 PM): same
that1nikki (1:22:52 PM): and he likes me, but i also happen to not have won shit
queenmorriganx (1:23:06 PM): i havent won much either
that1nikki (1:23:08 PM): so out of us im the least threatening
queenmorriganx (1:23:09 PM): just one HoH.
that1nikki (1:23:21 PM): i dont even have that
queenmorriganx (1:23:21 PM): Rachel/Brigitte are more threatening
queenmorriganx (1:23:26 PM): maybe we could be safe
queenmorriganx (1:23:28 PM): who knows
queenmorriganx (1:23:31 PM): =o
queenmorriganx (1:24:19 PM): i think this is a break or make week.
queenmorriganx (1:24:50 PM): i COULD be wrong but I thinkkkk we're targets of Charlie.
queenmorriganx (1:25:00 PM): I meannnnnn the way we've all ganged up on Jen.
that1nikki (1:25:08 PM): you havent nor has bri
queenmorriganx (1:25:08 PM): basically its like house vs. Jen
that1nikki (1:25:11 PM): its just me and rachel
queenmorriganx (1:25:11 PM): with Charlie in the middle.
queenmorriganx (1:25:18 PM): I nominated Jen tho
that1nikki (1:25:23 PM): true
queenmorriganx (1:25:28 PM): I started the trend of using her as a pawn
queenmorriganx (1:25:31 PM): h
that1nikki (1:25:37 PM): true
that1nikki (1:25:50 PM): but i mean after she lost the vetos
that1nikki (1:25:57 PM): it was obv she was the ultimate pawn
queenmorriganx (1:26:13 PM): ik. i forgot for how long she has to sit out...
that1nikki (1:26:23 PM): until f5?
queenmorriganx (1:26:28 PM): alol shes fucked.
queenmorriganx (1:26:35 PM): because she has to get by next week
queenmorriganx (1:26:40 PM): if shes lucky enough.
that1nikki (1:27:14 PM): yeaaah}
queenmorriganx (1:27:15 PM): It would be like this then
queenmorriganx (1:27:20 PM): JJ this week most likely
queenmorriganx (1:27:24 PM): then Charlie?
that1nikki (1:27:39 PM): yeah
that1nikki (1:27:42 PM): then jen
queenmorriganx (1:27:46 PM): why
queenmorriganx (1:27:49 PM): is Roach going to f4
that1nikki (1:27:55 PM): i think so?
queenmorriganx (1:27:57 PM): shes strong
queenmorriganx (1:27:59 PM): lol.
queenmorriganx (1:28:05 PM): she could beat us in f4 veto
that1nikki (1:28:09 PM): hmmmm true
that1nikki (1:28:12 PM): but jen is stupid
queenmorriganx (1:28:29 PM): taking jen to f4 guarantees us f3
queenmorriganx (1:28:34 PM): if thats what you guys want
queenmorriganx (1:28:35 PM): idk
that1nikki (1:28:40 PM): unless she wins then it guarantees eternal humiliiation
queenmorriganx (1:28:47 PM): LOL
queenmorriganx (1:28:53 PM): imagine if we would take her to f4
queenmorriganx (1:28:57 PM): she wins f4 veto
queenmorriganx (1:28:59 PM): and f3 hoh
queenmorriganx (1:29:04 PM): +___________________+
that1nikki (1:29:08 PM): omg stfu
that1nikki (1:29:13 PM): imd ef not taking her now
that1nikki (1:29:16 PM): ill never forgive myself
queenmorriganx (1:29:21 PM): lmao
that1nikki (1:29:26 PM): at leats if rachel beats us, she cant win in the f2 AND she is a good player
queenmorriganx (1:29:40 PM): Rachel <3
queenmorriganx (1:29:42 PM): i love her.
queenmorriganx (1:29:45 PM): shes so lulzy
that1nikki (1:29:55 PM): ikr? i love her too
queenmorriganx (1:30:11 PM): she almost like the real roach
queenmorriganx (1:30:17 PM): trainwreckish <3
that1nikki (1:30:24 PM): lol ikr?
that1nikki (1:30:33 PM): BUT LIKE actually bareable
queenmorriganx (1:30:39 PM): someone calls her slut
queenmorriganx (1:30:43 PM): and she flips the fuck out
queenmorriganx (1:30:50 PM): LOL @ me having only one fight this whole season
queenmorriganx (1:31:02 PM): make it 2 actually.
queenmorriganx (1:31:05 PM): First John James.
that1nikki (1:31:07 PM): ik whats up with that? ive gotten in waaaaaay more fight
queenmorriganx (1:31:08 PM): Then Natalie.
queenmorriganx (1:31:23 PM): People havent really pushed my buttons
queenmorriganx (1:31:25 PM): Only Natalie did.
queenmorriganx (1:31:28 PM): and shes out the door.
queenmorriganx (1:31:40 PM): I pwnt Natalie anyways
that1nikki (1:31:40 PM): lol i wanna have a fake fight where i knsult jen without her being involved in the fight
queenmorriganx (1:31:46 PM): OH AND FAGAN
queenmorriganx (1:31:52 PM): I pwnt the shit out of Fagan <3
that1nikki (1:31:56 PM): like, have a fight about someone calling me stupid and me saying they compared me to jen and stuff
that1nikki (1:31:59 PM): lol fagan
that1nikki (1:32:10 PM): i wanted to fight with him so bad but i didnt make it that night
queenmorriganx (1:32:15 PM): Fagan is definitely the person that got most pwnt
queenmorriganx (1:32:19 PM): in this whole game
queenmorriganx (1:32:30 PM): out of nowhere everyone started calling him fake
that1nikki (1:32:41 PM): oh, i called him fake from day 1
queenmorriganx (1:32:42 PM): because it was like out of nowhere
queenmorriganx (1:32:44 PM): LOL
queenmorriganx (1:32:54 PM): but never to his face
that1nikki (1:33:02 PM): and i told everyone he was fake but he was sorta nice, then he threw me under the bus and he was just fake
that1nikki (1:33:06 PM): lol i did when he asked me <3
queenmorriganx (1:33:14 PM): LMFAO ,3
queenmorriganx (1:33:16 PM): <3
that1nikki (1:33:18 PM): and im like "BECAUSE YOU ARE FAKE, ITS NOT THEIR FAULT YOU COME ACROSS LIKE THAT"
queenmorriganx (1:33:20 PM): ily
queenmorriganx (1:33:29 PM): ily
that1nikki (1:33:32 PM): ily too
queenmorriganx (1:33:34 PM): hes in the alexis game
queenmorriganx (1:33:35 PM): -.-
that1nikki (1:33:38 PM): ew
queenmorriganx (1:33:39 PM): hes been tryna blindside me
queenmorriganx (1:33:40 PM): lol
queenmorriganx (1:33:42 PM): since forever
queenmorriganx (1:33:46 PM): f9 tc tried
queenmorriganx (1:33:47 PM): failed
queenmorriganx (1:33:50 PM): f8 tc failed
that1nikki (1:33:54 PM): him epic failing consgtantly <3
queenmorriganx (1:33:54 PM): and i bet he will try this round
queenmorriganx (1:33:57 PM): ik
queenmorriganx (1:34:00 PM): its hilarious
queenmorriganx (1:34:05 PM): i used Alexandra quotes on him
queenmorriganx (1:34:10 PM): YOU'RE A PRICK COLBY
queenmorriganx (1:34:12 PM): YOURE A RPICK
queenmorriganx (1:34:14 PM): PRICK*
queenmorriganx (1:34:18 PM): MEMBA I TOLD U
that1nikki (1:34:20 PM): <3
that1nikki (1:34:27 PM): k, i have to gon get ready for class
queenmorriganx (1:34:31 PM): eek
that1nikki (1:34:33 PM): ttys <3 keep it fierce
queenmorriganx (1:34:37 PM): I will die of boredom now
queenmorriganx (1:34:41 PM): D=
that1nikki (1:34:45 PM): we can text
that1nikki (1:34:50 PM): or i bet ryan is invisible
queenmorriganx (1:34:51 PM): text sex
that1nikki (1:34:55 PM): lol you have a bf
queenmorriganx (1:34:55 PM): Ryan is already home?
that1nikki (1:35:00 PM): idk maybe
that1nikki (1:35:16 PM): k gtg, see ya <3
queenmorriganx (1:35:20 PM): baiii
queenmorriganx (1:35:21 PM):

[nikki G~*]

So, fucking Charlie put me up for eviction. I really hope he chokes on a big veiny black dick and dies. Not only that but I'm against my best friend Brigitte, which is absolutely retarded, the one person I do NOT want to go against and of course I went against her. If we are the final nominees I'm going to be so hateable they are gonna vote me out OR just quit, Bri deserves to stay, she has worked her ass off and I would never have someone more deserving and with more time go before me [meaning her, I wouldn't do it for any other whores in this house].

I'm just so pissed, neither of us deserve to go on the block, we have been amazing this whole game and losing one of us is going to depress the viewers. America and the world doesn't want either of us to leave like that, it would be disgusting, so fuck Charlie and fuck his reign of terror as well as that stupid bitch Jen and little dicked John Tardo, I am going to put a wrench on their plans and if things don't go my way get myself evicted and laugh on my way out.

Don't get me wrong, I want to play, but not under their rules or doing what they want me to do, further more I don't want to stay in a house without my best friend and a bunch of people I can't stand. It would be puke worthy and I will probably have to me evac myself because I tried to hang myself after having to hang out with a bunch of bore-whores. [/color]

[nikki G~*]

1. Eviction. Krachel, charchael, rachagan
2.
3. Thunder. Kragan, Krarley, Krarley
4. Nomination. Chargan, Sarley, Chargan.
5.
6.
7.
8. headofhousehold. Sagan, rachagan, krachael.
9. Powerofveto. Krenzo, Krenzo, Kram.
10. Alexandra. Kragan. Kram. Krachael.
11. backyard. Samchael, chenzo, rachgan
12. livingroom. Ragenzo, chenzo, kram
13. Jury. Krachael.Chenzo. Krarley.
14.
15. Storm. Samchael. Rachagan.
16. Diraryroom. Senzo, rachenzo.
17. sunsetroom. Krenzo, ragenzo
18. Lightning. Sarley, ragenzo.
19. Eye. Chargan, krarley
20. Havenot. Senzo, sagan

[nikki G~*]

So, everything went perfectly. I OWNED this competition, I did absolutely EVERYTHING. I gave Brigitte and Sophie every single password so that they could advance, the round where Bri got eliminated, I took a business decision that I was faster than B so I could beat Charlie and John Tardo because shouting out instructions to Sophie and Brigitte was frustrating, they took AGES to do what I told them. I made a list with all the passwords and wrote everything down of what lamb was where so that I could beat them. That's how I got Sophie victory. I should have won myself and I would have loved the credit I deserved BUT it's smarter for Sophie to get it, get Brigitte out and then they two can force a tie, Charlie says I'm by no means the target so I think he COULD save me on a tie-breaker. John Tardo will keep me over Rachel, too. So I don't see myself leaving AT ALL. This week turned out perfect and it's all thanks to me <3[/color]

[nikki G~*]

Sophie used the veto on Brigitte like planned, now I think if Rachel is the replacement nominee, John James will keep me around and vice-versa if he is the nominee. I really don't think I have anything to worry about. In case of a tie, then I will be going home though, I know Charlie wants to separate the Barbies and he is smart to do so, buuuut I don't think he will succeed and instead he will lay in a pool of his own vomit and tears in a fetal position as the three of us kick him in the stomach for being such a retard. AND obviously he became the first target now that he has DARED to go against us, screw John James, he isn't that big of a threat.

Whoever leaves this week, next week Charlie goes bye bye.[/color]

[nikki G~*]

Hello everyone, so as you all probably noticed, through out this season I played with integrity and morals and I also kept quiet and didn’t voice my opinion at all, however, now that I’m walking out of the door, I refuse to go out being meek and quiet like I have been this whole season. America might hate me after this and I might not be America’s sweetheart anymore, but I can’t take this anymore. Everyone here is acting out for the cameras and it’s time for America to see what I saw this whole season.

Charlie, you are a pathological liar and a backstabber, you told me I was safe and then made me your target, seeing how I was the ONLY one here defending you and I wanted to replace John James with you, that was a huge ass mistake and I know there’s no way you can win, not only because of that but because you have played a beyond horrible game and people barely knew you existed.

Brigitte, your boobs are fake, your nose is fake, your smile is fake and you are fat. You clearly need to take a look at the mirror and realize that people [and America] all hate you and they can all see through you and how incredibly imbecile you are. Now please go suck on John James dick, choke on it and save all of us the embarrassment of having to deal with you.

Sophie, get a personality and write some Diary Rooms, you are a stupid ass bitch who should have used Veto on me, since I won that challenge for you and I deserved it, I can’t believe I trusted your crusty STD ridden ass. Go wash your vag and STFU. Please and thank you.

Rachel, I thought you were cool but honestly, after getting ignored multiple times I have come to realize your personality is loosely based on the real Rachel which basically means you have no personality what-so-ever. You are vile and the fact you voted me out shows you have no loyalty to anyone and I know if there were actually smart players around they wouldn’t trust you. Luckily for you, you are playing with four morons so you will probably go to the end and win. So, congratulations fire crotch.

John James, you are a pathetic little bitch who will probably bitch, whine, get depressed and cut yourself about me bashing you. Okay, so first of all you are creepy and kind of stalkery which adds to the overall creepiness that you have going for you. Second of all, you are a horrible player and you will never win this game, now if that doesn’t make you cut yourself deeply enough let me tell you that you are also being used liked a little bitch and you have no relevance at all for this game. Now stop crying and go make me a sandwich.

With that said, I would love to wish everyone luck but America would never forgive me for doing such a vile act of kindness so I would say farewell and flip you guys off, you guys managed to annoy me to no extent. Through out this game I was violated, humiliated, dehumanized and totally spent. I mean look around, do you see me? Do you see US [The Jury]? We don’t give a fuck [about who wins]! So move on swiftly. You are all vile disgusting uber cunts and I hope everyone here chokes on a dick and dies so I can be pronounced the winner by default
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